I Give Up

Honestly, I just can't do it any more. I know there's a big karmic lesson for me to learn in the next couple months. I just know it, but I can't wait for it. I have the patience of a gnat. Actually, it might be even smaller than that. So I give up. Look universe, just tell me what the damn lesson is and I'll learn it. (Unless it's patience, then you can keep your lesson because it's not for me.)

And to all those people out there who have something to say to me, just say it. I can take it, I'm a big girl. I know somebody is hiding something from me. I know it. It's driving me nuts. I don't know what it is, but I'm sure I can handle whatever it is.

Sure, that's not the way the universe and people work. For some reason they don't conform to my timetable and demands. Man, that pisses me off. You don't think that's the lesson, do you?